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There is only 3 days left so i better do this before i don't get the chance to.
I think 2011 passed so fast that i never got the chance to complete my resolutions,did i?
I'll get back on that.

As for 2012 i've got tons.
Such an overachiever. (no self praise intended)
Let's see,
#1- Get my diploma, which is hopefully done cause my attachment now is dragged on into feb.( totally forgot no more MCs)
#2- Try to get into a uni, if not possible find the best full time job there is.(This leads to saving for my uni,either way)
#3- Try to complete my entire course of the lessons that i start officially next tues.(I'll tell what lessons once i've finished the first course)
#4- Try to get my TOPIK done.( if you know what this is you cam guess what i'm talking about in #3)
#5- The boyf and me must travel to at least one holiday destination tgt.(hoping the b'dae one is a success)
#6- Spend more time with bestfriends.( I haven't been doing it thanks to my stupid attachment)
#7- I must try bikini waxing at least once this year.( I've been pushing it for way too long)
#8- Save as much money( I always have this as a resolution every year, but end year comes i've got no savings)
#9- Shop less( It helps with #8 but knowing me i've got alot to work on in this department)
#10- Last but not least, I promise to change every bad habit i have( Please let me know what are they)

I've decided to stick to 10. 
They're not impossible and i will check each off when i've done it.
Should i do highlights of 2011 now?
I'll do 5 then.
 

2011,
#1- The first time i watched GD & TOP while i was working and i fucking fell in love with TOP and 3 mths later I was screaming my lungs out in one of their concerts. TOP is such a handsome man;) ( yes i saw the man twice in 6mths!)

#2- I met The wanted and i even got TOM's shirt during the showcase. But well i was all eyes on Max!

#3- Having the best part time job in my life! Thanks to it i get to watch concerts that i can't afford and actual get upclose with some of the artist. Such as my prince siwon:) , SNSD, Beast and tons of korean groups i can't rmb. (fucking best job)

#4- Moving to countless places and eventually somehow falling in love with the places. Such as TPY and Dakota. Dakota was the best still cause i lived like right opp old airport road hawker centre and a 15 mins bus ride away from town.

#5- Obviously had the best year with my boy:) We had a good 3rd year anniversary despite losing our 'son' in the same month:( We manage to get through things like this together. Loves you!

#6- I'm adding a 6th cause my bestfriends have to be highlights! Love you grace,ruth and fel. We somehow always come tgt with memories worth keeping always:)

2011 was good to me. No year is ever perfect but this year was much better.
Hoping for a better 2012:)
Hope you'll have got your resolutions too!

Yesterday we let tuxey go in the sea. I hope now that I've let him go, my heart would let go as well. Never knew letting go could be this hard. I must thank everyone who constantly tells me he's in a happy place. Thank you jiajia:) Thank you baby:) I'll fight to move on before 2012 comes!

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My heart still yearns for your presence! I know I'm suppose to let go but it's hard to let a son go. These tears won't bring you back but I hope you know that I miss you that much:( Tuxey booboo take care of yourself. Mummy won't be there to take care of you my little one:'(

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Dear Tuxey,

You may have been a rabbit to everyone else but to me you were a son.
We bought you because you won our hearts the moment we saw you.
You brought joy to our lives everyday and without fail would make us laugh even when we are sad.
I will never forget how you will like to lick me when i'm lying down and would not stop till i gave you my attention.
Always eating away and never fail to do crazy things while even eating.
How you will try to hump us and it will always make us laugh.
You left many moments for us to look back on and smile.
I did not want to part with your body because it is just that hard to leave you.
But i know i have to let you go and you would have a happy life in bunny heaven.
I wish you will reincarnate and come back to us.
I will always love you Tuxey!

Love
mummy

Finally one month of Kpop madness has ended! Now it's rest and to complete my damn attachment. Hate it a hell lot. Hope time flies. Shall head to bed. 5 hrs of sleep and only one meal in 2 days. I am a fucking survivor! Did I mention I was sick? Goodnight!

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Well anyways,
I've been extremely angsty the past few days maybe a week.
Reasons I wish never existed.

I hate my parents and I'm tryna find comfort in someone else.
I can't seem to find someone cause it isn't easy.
Seeing my parents like that and me getting into a fist without a women I call my mother is not how I planned my life would be.
Enough of me ranting.

Work at 6 starts tmr again.
Week 4, which means I got 12 more weeks to go.
Please pass by like moving rain.

Till next time.

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My boyband(some have grown up to be a manband) fest has officially ended today or more like yesterday with Blue!
The wanted, Westlife and Blue.
Within a span of a month,my goodness:)

Out of that i got news a few days back westlife has decided to breakup.
I guess it must be time.

The wanted will be releasing their new album which i already pre-ordered and i got this for free:


As what i got out from my showcase with blue was this:

Yes all you Lee ryan fans this is for you. I was a fangirl and ran and i ended up with him right infront of my face:)
I'll only do it for them!


Since now all boybands have come and gone, till next year i see them i must say.
Gosh i'm satisfied!
:)