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Oh wells....
wednesday was really very last min decisions sorta day.
Was suppose to club but everyone were 50/50 or sick.
So it was cancelled and i went to thompson to watch baby play soccer.
This golden retriever was so god damn adorable it came up to me and just sat there asking for the biscuits in my hand.
How fucking adorable can that get?
hahas.
After which i went back home cause it was late and baby was suppose to head to school the next day(which he didn't).
When i stepped into my room ruth calls me and tells me that she is at zouk to actually surprise and i am not there.
Because she went all the way down even when she has school from like 1-10 the next day.
I cabbed down cause that's what a bestfriend should do.
I'm happy i went down.
We got to catch up alot and did abit of dancing.
But still i'm happy i got to see her.
holidays are coming then i can see her more.
I cannot wait.

Alrights i was doing 'Project 1 year anniversary' and i got abit tired.
I'm putting in the finishing touches and i need to get something to have it completed.
So hopefully by wed i will be finished.
I cannot wait to see the look on baby's face=)

Alrights i shall try to go sleep cause i need to wake up to a wake up call at dunno what time.
Am going to watch baby's game=D
Nights!

Phuture here i come.
OMG!
Did i mention Ruth may just be there tonight.
I miss her so much i cannot wait to see her if she is there.
And i cannot wait to have fun with Janet, Andy,kumar and jag.

Baby made my tuesday worth.
I had fun just sitting and hanging around town.
He even paid for this bag i liked first.
Now i have a new bag=)
Thank you baby!

I'll go sleep now cause i need to wake up to get something that i tried hunting for in town but couldn't get.
And i want to eat bak chor mee.
Baby wants to hear me order it in the afternoon later cause it will be my first time.
hahas.
He even taught me how to order.
Minced pork noodle, dry and mee kia.
ahahahahahhas!

Alrights i shall go sleep.
Nights!

Oh....
I cannot wait for this wed like major fun on the way with classmates, janet and jag at zouk.
How good can that get?
I'm going to love that night if boyf was there it would be extraordinary for sure!
I'm celebrating the end of all my UT1, the end of PP(which i passed) and me going to school properly like a goodgirl=)
Whoopee!
I cannot wait.

Next week i cannot wait for wed as well.
I'll dedicate one whole post to that cause it deserves one whole post=)
I just can say i love my baby alot alot =D

Alrights i'm doing something special for next wed so i think i'll get to that.
And i'll go sleep with baby's voice in my ear*wide smile*
Nights!

Seriously this class the best.
I have never been this open with people since year 1 sem 2.
Means i know they are truthful friends=)
Jianing and Andy you both the best.
Can talk with you all forever still fun sia.
Somemore jianing and me learnt Andy is like a big brother.
hahas.

Yesterday was a very bad day for me cause we had this major quarrel and i was damn scared.
I went to do something stupid cause sometimes i regret the things i say.
I promised myself i won't but you mean that much to me.
I'm just very scared that everything would end before we even enter that whole 1 year anniversary thing.
But i will not allow that to happen.

Okays i shall go sleep soon.
Tmr UT i can do it.
hopefully!
Byebye!
nights!

Boyfriends been good=)
He always leaves this i want to leave you now thing on me when he makes me angry but what he does after i have to forgive him no matter what=)
Maybe cause that's how much he loves me and i love him=)
But my world doesn't revolve around my boyfriend for some people who thinks he does.

I need to turn in now if not Andy is going to think i am a real facebook addict.
I cannot wait for what our class has got planned for the day tmr.
byebye.
nights!

Anyways on a lighter note, i got the kerrang i wanted.
I did some stupid jumping dance thing at borders when i saw it.
Like oli sykes gave me this fucking adrenanline.
It's just him and his tattoos.
And did i mention his girlfriend is fucking hot.
So much better than his last.
Okays i sound like some obsessed fan.
but i'm not.
BMTH released their suicide season-cut up.
It's 2 of my favourite kind of music combined.
Deathcore or metal core/electro house.
Shiok much.
And BMTH is like my all time favourite band so i'm like stoked to finally get it.
As baby promised me if BMTH do not come to us we will go to them just to experience epic.

Alrights Gossip girl just got alot more meaner and i like it =)
I'll go sleep now and wake up to dread going to school on a wednesday for a fucking UT.
Nights!

p.s: I really got this damn awesome picture of amanda hendrick the scottish model oli sykes is dating but LJ doesn't seem to be working with me in uploading picture. next post i guess.
p.p.s: And i love my boyf very much for getting me kerrang=)

11MONTHSARY!

Doesn't that shout BOOMZ?
hahas.
I love you baby=)

Thank you for everything that you have given me.
Thank you for not giving up on me.
Thank you for wanting to get over every single problem and have a positive outcome instead of a negative one.
Thank you for being you.
Thank you for standing by me.
Thank you for being the best.
Thank you for making it this far with me=)

I cannot imagine life without you now.
You took every single wrong in my life and turned it right.
That is why i love you.

I cannot wait for our movie date on friday and our kerrang hunt tmr=)
Nights!

Maths is over and now i can cool off for abit before the uts start next week.
then it's to find another job that is flexible not much working days and all.
I dunno where the hell is my fucking pay from toy r us.
I hope maybe i can club tmr for halloween if not someone better give me the best night ever of my life.
Today,thursday was nice.
I woke up late ,got to school before i could even NIFM and finished class more like survived through class and then went for an interesting talk and then to baby's place and he cooked for me=) and then we watched vids of torres=) and then we got friday night lights season 4 1st ep.
Yup it is back and my day was fruitful and well spent.
Hopefully tmr will be the same.

I'm suppose to go sleep now.
so i shall and i will not oversleep for my fav lesson again.
nights!

I hate myself for not leaving my job already.
Isa is the best he said he'll try to get the cotton on job for me.
When i get it,i'll quit my stupid underpayed toy r us job for a much better one.
That manager is seriously an idiot.
If she left i wouldn't mind staying but she won't.
so i would.

alright.
I need to pee.
bye!

Saturday we went to pulau ubin cause since this year we can't celebrate deepavali.
So i had to wake up at lik fucking 9 am in the morning can.
The whole week already left me energyless the lack of sleep on sat made me even more energyless.
So we went and we cycled.
we cycled to chek jawa.
My mum and aunty took the bus there.
unexpected events happened there.
So my cousin and aunty had to leave.
Then it was just the 4 of us.
we realised the buses were going to take damn long to come.
so we decided to walk around chek jawa and it was damn nice.
seriously when i saw the beach i was just in 'aw'.
like it was so fucking beautiful you know.
I just couldn't believe such a place existed so near singapore.
I wish baby was with me cause it was so nice and it would have been nice to appreciate that kind of beauty with him.
The sea just didn't start or stop from anywhere.
The water was so clear that everything in the water can be seen.
It was really magnificent=)
I'll go with baby one of this days.

After ubin i went back home.
I thought i could sleep but i couldn't cause supernatural and vampire diaries has had the best episodes this week.
fucking awesome lah.
after that baby asked me for dinner.
so i went down to gardens for dinner.
I had oyster.
then i went over to his place to watch soccer.
I ended up staying at his place.
we watched supernatural and after that layed down to have heart to heart talks.
I like that part.
Then i just fell asleep cause that was how tired i was.
I woke up at like 2 in the afternoon.
so we decided to watched transformers: revenge of the fallen.
And i fell asleep on the couch.
how nice?
I knocked out for like an hour plus.
that was how tired i was.

Came home and now i'm tired still.
back to school tmr.
ergh!
alrights.
nights.
byebye.
 

CB!
Guess what i found out?
On top of me going to school everyday and chionging to get grades like above.
I will still repeat half a semester.
so poly will be 3 and a half years for me.
wah i wanted to cry like seriously you know.
I just thought everthing will change but i guess not.
ergh!

And now everything is fucked up.
I'm in a job cause i want the money but don't really like some people.
And my boyfriend says things that just hurt me.
He's trying to redeem himself apparenlty.
I'm actually at the peak already but he says he will try again.
So we'll see.
I'm fucking tired and i can't even get anything to eat.
I thought i could get something to eat on the way but my hands were full with my laptop and my shoes.
I thought like someone was going to fetch me and all but didn't.
so i'm starving now.
whatever.

I'll go sleep cause i need to wake up at 9 to go pulau ubin.
Yes we're going pulau ubin.
Hopefully the 3 of us can cycle.
Caues i like to cycle there.
and the last time i cycled with my brother and cousin.
we had a lot of fun.
maybe cause it was hanging out with 2 boys but still it was damn fun.
so i cannot wait.

Now my boyf wants to cycle down to give me food.
I dunno what to say like really.

I'll try to keep my eyelids open till he comes.
byebye.

Tmr chemistry and my faci hasn't released my grades for last week.
she damn good but grades abit slow ah.
hahas.
Tmr 8.30 and i got work.
ergh!
nvm.
I'll endure.

Shall go sleep soon.
byebye.
nights.